Dear Self,
I see you every day when I wake up and look in the mirror. I look at you a 29 year old man, big, tall and hell of handsome. I look down as I enter the shower and I see that beautiful afternoon glory your newly awaken manhood. Beautiful and amazing your male reproductive organ your "manhood," "cock,", "main vein." You are beautiful your glowing, gleaming, thick and triumphant trophy of the testosterone based beauty you are to this world.
I wash up lathering my entire body up and down. Back and forth, up and down. I am so beautiful I need to be grateful for my amazing hormones and genes. My Y Chromosome that builds whom you are is beautiful. Testosterone is beautiful you are beautiful. Your naked body; what you came into this world in is amazing. Beautiful body and amazing heart. Beautiful chest, nice strong and yes hairy legs. Your feet that carry you in the world are big and strong. Amazing emblems of masculinity expressed in the universe. Your hairy chest which is amazing and an symbol of the man you are born to be as a male of the species.
Your hair is amazing and beautiful as I wash it in my shower. It is amazing that colour all natural with none of the fake shit "meterosexuals" wear. The curliness, the oh nice and soft feeling as the shampoo hits my head. Cleaning the back of your neck. You neck is beautiful and that Adams Apple in front of it is just another symbol of your masculine glory in this world. You are all man Chris, you are not womanly at all. Your body from hair to toes is all testosterone and masculinity manifest. Your masculinity is there and always has been by birth right of being male. Sexual Dimorphism determines without question you are all masculine, man and beautiful.
You get out and start to dry off first at your big and strong feet. Then move up across that beautiful, newly cleaned, pharamone inducing, glistening, shining naked, exposed and glorious masculine body. Drying that glorious testosterone trophy between your legs. Drying the entire long, thick and magnificent shaft. From the balls, those beautiful balls that tap against your lovers entrance with each masculine, strong and also loving thrust when you make love. You are all masculine my man! You are masculine! NOT can be, are a manifestation of masculinity personified into matter in the world. You have masculinity in your heart; in your mind and in your very existence in our species.
You do not need to "do anything," to "become masculine." Masculinity courses through the blood that pumps your heart, that makes you live. Masculinity is the reason you are alive. That masculine hormone that masculine chromosome it gave you and gives you life. You are masculine! Now you need to KNOW IT daily! Feel it! Affirm it, say it! I AM MASCULINE! Your heart and brain know it is true. Do not over-think, think less and feel more. Feel it! Feel that testicle juice pump through your veins with every sexy word that comes from your mouth. With every strong, but, loving step you take. But, strong and masculine always. Never poofy, never weak. Your wrists are anything, but, limp they are strong, sturdy and full of expression.
Your lips are amazing! Filled with so much masculine sexual energy! You make all your lovers want to drop to their knees and have you put your sexual centre into their lips. Your masculine heart and body never leaves a lover wanting to regret their femininity submitting to your masculine thrusts to mutual multiple orgasmic bliss. Those women with eyes to see have confessed how much you made them desire you and your manhood. Your pure masculinity to be seen as a gift to have been given to them for a time. You are all masculine, you are a masculine creature! Your heart knows the energy that feeds it.
You have nothing to hide you can let it show. You are beautiful masculine heart; masculine lips and masculine cock! All of you are beautiful and you work in unison together when the time is right. You have a beautiful heart. It is all man, it is all masculine. It is not at all feminine and it should not be. You feel, you are emotional, but, express them differently. You express them directly and to the point. You express them with strength not weakness. As a symbol of how amazingly powerful and how masculine your heart is. Your brain is completely gendered to the shape of your beautiful masculine heart. You are beautiful! Chris, you are beautiful you are masculinity expressed, you are your heart expressed. Be calm, be cool, relax and just be you.
When you relax your masculine heart can show. You can be you and everyone can see how great you are. You are built by masculinity, you are built on heartfelt manliness, and a loving Machismo that protects, and provides for those you love most. You are all man! Do not listen to anyone too blind to see your true self. Your heart and soul that makes you you! That builds you from the inside of your testosterone soaked cells up to you as you are! Masculinity is beautiful, being a man, A Real Man is beautiful! You are a great, high value, real masculine testosterone based, and heartfelt man! You are more than enough for any worthy woman! Most importantly you are more than worthy to yourself and to be you. You beautiful masculine manifestation of a beautiful internal Masculine Heart.
