My happiness is primary and I need to keep my mind on that.

Tonight was a very nice night for me and my work went well. I never really had any sort of bad calls. I also had a lot of time alone with work as well. I was able to not be distracted from my goal of doing good work and doing it well. I was very happy with my performance and it made my night go well in turn.

After work I decided to order a pizza and also to listen to some movie reviews on YouTube. I had time alone without any real distraction after work too. So far I have enjoyed this Wednesday quite a bit and I am very happy tonight. Which is a good thing because my own happiness is of the utmost importance to me. It has to be because at the end of the day it is my face I will see in the mirror till the day I die.

I am very proud of the man I have grown up to be. I need to be happy with my decisions in general and enjoy my life. After all this is the only life I have and I will not have any other. after this one. We have bought one shot and that is it to live this one movie extravaganza called our life. My happiness must be the primary and nothing else. I will not let anyone or anything get in the way of consistent joy and happiness in life. I will not late any chaos around me consume me and remove my self from the equation. I am the primary in my own world. This is the way it has to be and the way it should be.

Sitting listening to Gay Pride Radio is the bomb!

Recently a friend of mine pointed me towards a Spotify channel called "Gay Pride Radio." I have kept going back and listening to it after work for the last couple weeks now. I must say I do really enjoy the music on the channel. In fact, it makes me think about how I used too go out dancing all the time on the weekends at one time. It brings me back the better memories from my past with going to the dances. Outside of all of the toxic parts and the negativity. The time while I was on the dance floor just zoning out. 

It is mostly dance club sorts of tracks and includes a ton of techno music as well. It is just the sort of thing I used too dance to all the time. In fact, I find myself dancing on my bed like a silly willy to the music just zoning out after my night at work. Which is something I think I need with the state of my work nowadays. It might be odd for someone whom has written so much about the negativity surrounding Pride to be listening to a Gay Pride Radio. However, it is not really odd at all. The music is a good thing about Pride. 

It is nice to just chill out to the music and getting over a night of work. If I had a dance floor in my apartment I would be dancing on the dance floor instead, but, my bed will have to do. It makes remember times in my life when I was not having frustration and anxiety issues. It reminds me of the better parts of my past and it makes me genuinely happy. I am glad I was pointed in the direction of the channel and give big thanks to my friend that told me about it. 

I would highly recommend that all my readers to go and give it a listen on Spotify. If you like good dance beats you will love the channel as much as I do.